Part One
(Copyright
Patrick Rowlee, 2020)
Ever
since his father died when the boy was eight, Kerig Knox had a great hollow
place inside him. With no one in his family capable of providing him comfort back then,
Kerig sought refuge from his loss in music. Mostly on his mother’s car radio,
but only when allowed and then the volume had to be set low. And later, on his
tan GE transistor radio, which he held up to his ear while walking or set
upright when he laid down. At first, Kerig only listened to KUTY, his
hometown’s 500-watt station. But then, he began twisting the dial to 93 KHJ or
1110 KRLA, which featured even more Top 40 songs than “Kutie.” In 1962 and ‘63,
heartthrob crooners and girl bands dominated the top spots while singing
of lost loves, crushes, boyfriends, girlfriends, and hot rods. But as the
Sixties blossomed, soul and rock music began to excite and stimulate Kerig,
filling his void for the first time since his dad’s death.
Music heard on television
was a different matter. At first, his favorite genre was theme songs for
various popular shows: Peter Gunn, Andy Griffith Show, The Jack Benny Program,
Outer Limits, and – of course – his favorite. (The Twilight Zone theme was, by
default, Kerig’s favorite TV theme, the whistling ditty on Andy Griffith’s
program placing second). The themes of Outer Limits and TZ barely
qualified as music, but both jingles transported Kerig to places he could never
visit - to other worlds that captivated his mind and spirit. These sci-fi
escapes served as short-term respites from the boredom and desert drab of
Palmdale, California, a small town on the fringe of the Mojave Desert.
Although early on Kerig
Knox watched old-fogie shows, such as The Andy Williams Show, Sing Along
With Mitch, Lawrence Welk, Lennon
Sisters, and The King Family, his mind expanded and occasionally exploded
while discovering rock-oriented programs Shindig, Hullabaloo,
The Lloyd Thaxton Show, Shebang, Ninth Street West, and later - In Concert and Midnight Special. The major exception to the rule of old-folks
shows being boring was The Ed Sullivan Show on Sunday nights on CBS from
7 to 9pm, where he discovered the respective brilliance of Louis Armstrong,
Jimmy Durante, Bobby Darin, Frank Sinatra, Barbara Streisand, Pearl Bailey, and
too many crooners to list. But their collective brilliance had suddenly been
eclipsed and soon forgotten. On the evening of February 9, 1964, The Beatles of
Liverpool, England appeared on Ed’s broadcast for the first of three consecutive
Sunday appearances. Nothing before or since matched that night for Kerig. It
was as though the musical world had been both bombed and resurrected at once;
and on a show watched by almost every American. From that moment on, British
Invasion and American Resurgence performers replaced the lounge singers, crooners,
and other outdated musical acts. Each Sunday Kerig watched at least one new
musical artist: The Rolling Stones, Dave Clark Five, Beach Boys, Supremes,
Temptations, Kinks, Doors, Mamas & Papas, Lovin’ Spoonful, and Janis
Joplin.
Music then became an
entity Kerig could not only hear, but own and enjoy whenever he wished,
transporting him momentarily from the dry, beige, dusty, fatherless place of
Palmdale. Every Saturday between 1964 and 1966 Kerig and older sister Trixie trudged
a mile and a half through patches of desert and along Palmdale Boulevard’s
gravel shoulders to Radio Palmdale, a radio and TV sales & service store
with a record department large enough to carry every Top 40 single of the week.
The little black plastic discs with large holes and paper labels became Kerig’s
newest friends and companions. After his mother purchased an impressive cherry
roll-top desk with a turntable inside, Kerig played all his 45 records on it…
until his mother arrived home from work or the grocery store. When he saw or
heard her pull up in their driveway, he pushed “reject,” turned the set off,
rolled the cover back in place, and joined his mother car-side where he
assisted Dorothy Knox with toting in their weekly groceries from the garage. If
by chance Kerig found Trixie in a good mood, he would retreat to her bedroom
and spin a few singles on her portable player before dinner. At first, he
bought the boy and girl singer hits, but then spread out to novelty records
(“Hello Mudda, Hello Fadda” by Alan Sherman, “They’re Coming to Take Me Away –
Ha Ha Hee Hee” by Napoleon XIV, and Roger Miller’s “Dang Me”). But soon after,
The Beach Boys, Four Seasons, and Jan & Dean populated his musical world. But, all
that changed when the Fab Four landed in New York just ten weeks after
President Kennedy’s assassination.
Kerig began buying
Beatles’ singles every week. Each Saturday he spent exactly $1.04 for the
single of his choice. Most weeks he bought a Beatles 45, but once or twice a
month the skinny fifth grader purchased a new hit song from other artists.
Little Anthony & the Imperials, The Beach Boys, Gary Lewis & the
Playboys, Martha & the Vandellas, Lulu, and Leslie Gore landed on Kerig’s
musical planet, only to find Miss Diana Ross and the Supremes already enthroned
as royalty with an entire collection of songs. Why did his first album feature
a female Motown act wearing floor-length dresses and dancing in synch? The
Supremes’ album of greatest hits for the first three years of their prolific career
had been gifted him by his father’s friends Andy and Aubrey Kimball. Although
spare in its art design, the front cover featured the three vocalists standing
side by side while pretending to sing. Each wore a sparkly white and gold floor-length
gown that showcased their beauty, but a slickly curated record of girl songs
focusing on boys did not transport him to another place.
Not until eight years
later did Kerig Knox fully experience an album. During his freshman year in
college the eighteen-year-old youth, long-haired and hippified, purchased an
album that not only changed his life but transported him. The album The
Allman Brothers Live at the Fillmore East he bought on a whim because its
cover made such an impression.
Instead of bright,
colorful artwork, the Allmans’ third album featured black-and-white covers, front
and back. The six long-haired young men sat or stood on or in front of their
band’s equipment. The four young men in the center resembled hardcore
motorcycle clubbers while the bookends looked like a black hippy and a white
hillbilly with hippy leanings. Looking more relaxed than any group Kerig had
seen on an album cover before, he saw more than mere unity, he sensed and felt their
oneness. Sharing a laugh about something, the band looked like six brothers, which
is who they were. On the back was a similar image of six other men – all
looking even more rag-tag and disheveled than the group on the front. Five road
staffers sat, leaned, or stood in the same setting as the front cover – a
collection of musical instruments and electronics housed in black crates,
trunks, and cases stenciled “Allman Bros Fragile,” “ALL BROS,” or “THE ALLMAN
BROTHERS BAND LIVE AT FILLMORE EAST,” the last being the album’s title. Above
them and superimposed over the concert hall’s ancient brick wall were the
album’s acknowledgments, song listings, and a framed profile shot of a sixth
roadie who apparently hadn’t made it for the group photo. Four of the six held
tall open cans of Pabst Blue Ribbon Beer.
Flipping the album back
to front, Kerig felt such energy and peace from the band that he promptly
plopped down a princely sum of $9.98 plus tax for the double live album.
Leaving the Licorice Pizza on Ventura Boulevard in LA, he drove an hour and a
half straight home and put needle to vinyl a minute after switching off the
ignition on his 1961 beige and off-white Chevy Impala. Sitting cross-legged in
his family’s wood-and-glass den with a fire blazing behind him, Kerig studied
the front cover until all four sides of the live blues and rock album
concluded. By the time he finished the seventh and final cut on,
“Whipping Post,” he had become so bonded with the album that he began to be physically
drawn into the cover.
In the blink of an eye, Kerig
Knox found himself inside a New York City concert hall first named the Commodore
Theater, then the Village Theater, and finally in 1968, The Fillmore East.
Walking around the darkened theater lit only by the light show, Kerig took
everything in. The date on his glow-in-the-dark wristwatch read March 14, 1971
and the time two-thirty a.m. A voice over the PA system succinctly introduced
the final act with, “Okay, the Allman Brothers Band,” followed by the emphatic
drumming, slide guitar, and jazzy / bluesy keyboard playing of the ABB that open
Willie McTell’s classic “Statesboro Blues.” How Kerig could be in New York City
instead of the Mojave Desert and six months earlier, he had not a clue. All
2,654 seats had been sold out, but lots of single and pairs of seats sat empty.
After six hours of shows preceding the 2:30 start time, some audience members
had left while others roamed the interior – dancing in the aisles, gathering in
front of the stage, or perching on catwalks far above the stage floor.
While Kerig wandered the former
Vaudeville theater, he began fully
realizing he had both teleported and time traveled; concepts he had only known
from reading Jules Verne novels. He knew he couldn’t take any credit for his
lucky accident, but he had three concerns: Would he be able to time travel
again? Would he return to the future six months from now? And could he change
the future by whatever he did or said tonight? Wanting to pull his head inside
his shell and not be approached by anyone, he fought the temptation to isolate.
Walking parallel to the stage, Kerig felt something touch his right butt cheek covered
by his Levi 501 jeans. Turning around and expecting to see a pickpocket clutching
his black leatherette wallet, he instead gazed upon a cherubic smile spread
across the full-cheeked, round face of a girl between sixteen and nineteen
years of age. Standing five feet tall and facing him just six feet away, Kerig
zeroed in on the girl’s face. Her green eyes were so luminous they seemed to make
everything around her disappear, except for the smile framed by a pair of
luscious lips he yearned to touch and kiss.
Although “Hi there” was
all she said, Kerig felt waves of shock flowing through his hands, arms, and
loins, and reverberating throughout his body.
“Hi. Uh, excuse me, Miss.
Did you happen to ---?”
“Did I happen to - pinch
you on the derriere?”
“Well, yeah.”
“Oh, I apologize. It was
purely intentional on my part.”
Intentional?
Had she intended to say that, or had he misheard her? Maybe she said unintentional
but before he could check, she said, “Yeah, you heard me right, Beautiful.”
Having nothing new to
say, Kerig smiled and said “intentional” as a question.
“You got it. So, what’s
your name or do I call you Beautiful from now on?”
“Well, suit yourself, but
people call me Kerig.”
Without
asking for a repeat, she pronounced his name perfectly - as though she had
always known it. Then, it was her turn. “I’m Gwendolyn,” but you can call me
anything you like. I prefer you call me ‘Gwinny, which will make you the first
and perhaps last person I will allow to call me that.”
He
felt high. To be exact, he felt both faint and exuberant. Am I having a love
at first sight experience or what? “Okay, Gwinny. Can we sit or dance or even
sit and dance?”
Laughing
easily, she maintained her gorgeous smile. “Well, you are funny and
cute. Yeah, let’s sit where we can see and hear each other.”
Pointing
to the lobby, they walked side by side toward the open double doors. A cool
hand inserted itself into his and they walked hand in hand out of the
auditorium and over to a dark velvet love seat in a private corner of the
Fillmore East lobby. “Perfect,” they both said at once.
“So, Handsome; er, Kerig,
what brings you here?”
Not wanting to confess to
time travel, he took the easy way out. “My love for the Allman Brothers.”
“Really? You’re that
into them, Handsome?”
Right then, Kerig hit a
crossroads. He could either assume Gwinny was just playing or that she really
is this silly, outgoing, and cute-as-hell girl. Give her the benefit of the
doubt. You just met her a minute ago and you’re already questioning her
sincerity? Chill out, Man. Get to know Gwinny before you start judging her.
He wanted to say to himself, “Look who’s talking?” but that made no sense. Am
I so rattled that I am arguing with my inner self and losing the debate?
“Mmm hmm,” he answered,
like a four-year-old, because he hadn’t the presence of mind to speak. Humming
or ‘mmm-hmming’ he could do but opening his mouth and engaging with this new creature
in the complex language of English seemed daunting, if not impossible.
“What’s wrong, Sweetie? Did
a kitty get your tongue?”
Realizing the futility of
remaining embarrassed, he took a breath and asked instead, “No, the kitty
didn’t get it. Would you like it?”
“Oh, yes please. How
yummy.” Taking his head in her hands Gwendolyn gently pulled him closer until
their lips met. After several seconds, he felt her warm, soft tongue gently enter
his mouth. Although a surprise, it was a wonderful surprise and amazing moment.
Not knowing what to do since he had never French-kissed before, he let his
tongue relax. And after realizing how passionate Gwinnie had become, Kerig cast
aside all inhibition and reciprocated. What an experience, he continually
marveled as his entire body tingled and glowed from the experience.
As the band kicked into “One
Way Out,” Gwinny suggested they watch the show closer, so they retraced their
steps without breaking their hand clasp and returned to the auditorium proper. “Hey,
let’s sit there,” she declared. A quilt consisting of all the hues of a rainbow
spread over a twelve-by-twelve-foot area with no one occupying it. Gwinny said:
“This is our spot.” Lifting a far corner, she pulled out a brown wicker picnic
basket. Opening a half lid, she asked: “Something to drink?”
So, they picnicked, drinking
Cokes, dining on fruit, cheese, and pita bread while watching the Allman
Brothers play a set best described as perfect. Perfect music makes life
perfect, including this experience – be it a dream, time travel, or
hallucination, he thought. Consulting his watch again, Kerig figured they
had only three hours left. What would happen after that was anyone’s guess.
Gwinny and Kerig lay
snuggled and intertwined on the quilt Gwinny had finished making that day while
the picnic basket acted as their pillow. Between making out and hugging, they
watched the band perform not more than a hundred feet away. Although no one
once jumped around or screamed onstage, the Brothers’ show had plenty of
excitement. The audience didn’t roar at the end of each protracted jam, but their
collective energy maintained a consistently high level despite the late hour.
Kerig and Gwinny did nap together during intermission, awaking together and then
resuming their kisses and caresses. During the longest song of the night, the
instrumental Mountain Jam lasting thirty-four minutes and twenty seconds, the
couple took turns whispering in the other’s ear. At first, they teased each
other good-naturedly, but soon their talk turned to confessions and even the
revealing of secrets. Although they hadn’t had sex, they had
become as intimate as Kerig had ever been with another human. There was such
electricity between them he considered it a synchronized, spontaneous buzz
whose joy knew no limits. Amazing. And all in one four-hour period. The only taste
of heaven Kerig would ever have in this world.
After “Mountain Jam” came
to an elegant close, a man not in the band appeared onstage. Wearing a straw,
bent-up cowboy hat and farmer’s coveralls, the Allman Brothers’ friend and fellow
Capricorn recording artist Elvin Bishop approached the center, unoccupied microphone
stand and began a song called “Drunken Hearted Boy.” As the lyrics fell away, the
band engaged in the most disciplined, yet carefree jam Kerig had ever heard.
But what stood out way beyond anyone else’s playing was the slide guitar work
of the twenty-four-year-old founder and leader of The Allman Brothers Band,
Duane Allman. Both kids sat and, with mouths wide open, stared at Duane’s hands
while he slid the round, hollow glass over his guitar’s neck. In the suddenly
quiet concert hall, all that could be heard were the results of Allman plucking
and sliding those six strings. Both knew they were observing a once-in-a-lifetime
performance by an up-and-coming musician who managed to stun a sell-out crowd
into silence. The only comparison Kerig could make in his mind with this
performance was the time he heard an aging Igor Stravinsky conduct the Los
Angeles Symphony Orchestra. He remembered that the legendary composer would die
in less than a month, on April the sixth while staying at the nearby Marriott
Essex House in Manhattan. If Kerig shared this tidbit of future news with
anyone, even this new girl, he could spend his future days and nights somewhere
besides a concert hall; perhaps a psychiatric hospital. Okay, maintain,
Kerig. Maintain your joy. Don’t let her see you crack.
When the song ended,
cries of “More, more!” resounded all around them. Duane Allman stepped to the
microphone and informed the hundreds who had stayed for the end that it was six
in the morning (when it was seven a.m.). “Hey, that’s all for tonight.” More
yelling from the crowd. “Look here, it’s six in the morning. This will be our
third record and you’re all on it. We ain’t going to be sending you no checks,
but thanks--,“ and then he laughed while Berry Oakley, their bassist, nearly
collapsed from fatigue and laughter.
As the sounds of the
crowd lowered, Kerig took Gwendolyn by her adorable chubby cheeks and tried planting
a kiss on her mouth, but before his lips could reach hers, the scene changed. He
no longer was in the Fillmore East sitting on a colorful quilt and sharing
space with Gwinny. He found himself once more in his family’s wood and glass
den with the fire behind him almost out.
Looking at the stack of
albums laying before him on the carpeted floor, Kerig wondered two things: Could
he inhabit the worlds of these other records and would he ever see his new love
again?
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